Thursday, June 11, 2020

I Am Inside Me

Kakan Chandra Dey

After many springs of life, This is the first time I feel - I'm alone. How many storms have passed in this life, How many nights have I spent in this tumultuous time of despair, I hoped for something that surrounded me, Everything is gone and he is dreaming. Many things are covered in the abyss of time, Just this blur of blurred vision- Roy stared in amazement at the two eyes, No stranger gets away, As if the need to fulfill his hopes is not the end.
The vision is turning to stone today, The heart is drying up, Sometimes storms come suddenly, Again the ashes were burnt in the hot roaring sun. This is how I came to be, How many things have I swallowed, Consciousness vanishes in my interest- How many people are defeated by walking on steady and slow legs. The face beats my mask, I said no more about body language, This is how time goes by, Breaking the barrier of hundreds of fascinations and selfishness, Again, I did not return to the country of deposit, Where only I am the all-time companion karma.

Friday, June 5, 2020

The Joke

Kakan Chandra Dey


 
 
I looked at the distant sky blue
Let's see and just see
Scattered in that sky
The clouds scurrying here and there
So that there is no blackening
There is no motivation for sorrow and suffering.
Seeing all this, I try to do it
And let the pains and sorrows fly away
Like the white deer, one finds the invisible,
If you want to forget, you can forget
Like a collection of white buck food

When the sun goes down those comes back to this dark corner of the mind.
I'm still looking
When will I be free from this invisible chain,
My heart is full of youth
But the body has become numb with the weight of age.
So today I sit still
I have been observing with blurred eyes
Where I was and where I am,
As well as keeping the present with yourself
Mess up and blind man buff
It's as if I'm busy joking with myself.

Vision Of A Human

Kakan Chandra Dey

The sight of two eyes
One of the wonderful creations of God
The human mind is the beacon,
Fills even in the midst of hundreds of darkness
With its light brighter.
Human first sight
Observe everything that goes on,
Its light is in the attic of the mind
And there is constant monitoring to keep busy.
The human mind is like an omnivorous creature
Even if you don't wear it, you want to consume everything,
But in the deep forest of the mind
No one but the person can enter
So it continues through the vision
The manifestation of all his deeds.
Man I am naive
An ignorant and restless mind settled inside
Every moment and every moment that is busy meeting its needs,
Still, I can't handle this vision
But on the outside is my quiet-polite outerwear.

Towards Emptiness

Kakan Chandra Dey

Now a days-
The nights have become very obscure,
The light began to shine late in the morning sky,
The light of day is gone for a long time,
It's like falling before the flowers bloom
As the day wore on, the afternoon became darker and darker
The dense Knicks Black Horror begins a one-night journey.

But-
I lost one sight
Like a blind pedestrian who has lost his sight
I start the journey by groping from side to side,
This journey is not complete at all
Repeatedly just takes different levels.
This is how my life ended
I just wandered around,
The amount of power is more than the amount of power
I cut some things on the way, whether I understood them or not.

Going to meet the demands of others
I told myself,
Still trying in vain
I have no ball
Like the strong man, he became unbelieving.
So today I have only one question
O life, what else do you have,
He is unresponsive
The fearful mind wants to drink any empty space
Death does not put its claws on the claws.

Want To Be A Free Human

Kakan Chandra Dey


Covered in colorful brick walls
This uninhabited city
I was walking alone in the middle of the back road,
Green is nowhere to be seen
As far as the eye can see, it's just a desert.
The trees are standing like an old man without leaves
Their bodies have been sniffed and cracked,
As if they had not been rained on for years,
In one place I saw a huge banyan tree
Involved with goldfish,
His desire to live has not yet been fulfilled
Although the dried herbs are gone.

Suddenly I saw a dog on the way
Trying hard to die, even when he was young,
Seeing me, he only made a croaking noise once or twice
As if there is so much pain in the depths of the heart,
But I am a stone-hearted man
I have no price for the next demand
So I passed by neglect,
I never thought the two had the same purpose,
I'm also running to get that drink,
Finding sleepless-tireless
When to meet an adorable object,
Freedom will come from all suffering
I can be a free man
I don't know.

A Free Human

Kakan Chandra Dey
That day suddenly caught my eye-
Fading slowly,
Gradually becoming a bloodless man,
Hundreds of emotions and needs inside the body
And don't get up now,
Only silences crowd this heart
And the mind is gone in the crowd of emptiness
Eating is like a desert.

Where no new thought arises
So there is no room for worry,
Millions of parasites, such as the hyena hyena, have been born.
Those who are eating eat me
Again, the lineage is spreading in me.
Blood has reached the stage of being contaminated
Which is no longer the choice of vampire groups nowadays,
I don't get hungry anymore
Because I have become a foodie.

Tell me what things I do not understand
I think I'm on another planet
I don't feel any pull of gravity
So it floats in the air all the time
The vision has to be weaker and weaker
So just look at me
Conscience, shame-respect, honesty, fear and
There is nothing left to say about guilt
The only way to find freedom.

I See Dream

Kakan Chandra Dey

I see dream-
One day remove these clouds of pitch black darkness
The dawn light in the courtyard again in this mind,
I think the sun will shine brightly
A heart-wrenching smile for a newborn.
From my selfish mind that day
The imprint of all negativity will be gone,
I will become like that childhood again.

I see dream-
This stagnant heart of mine has started to love again
Without calculating the amount of demand-power,
The inside was slippery and there was no space
There, like the submarine, creation has become an endless place today.
Everything he reads looks good, so he
Starting to love is like falling in love for the first time.

I see dream-
The whole world is rising in a new form
Which is surrounded by trees, flowers and orchards,
Bumblebees are singing songs over and over again
At the same time, the birds have also risen in the call
As if singing the triumph of life.
And seeing all this makes my heart sway
Returns to life,
It's as if I'm the fickle nature of that teenager
A teenage boy,
Who has no thoughts and regrets
Just ran like a distant horse.

Alone

Kakan Chandra Dey
Increasing age-decreasing eyesight,
Being pale and dirty under the cover of discoloration,
At one time, the appearance was full of beauty.

As I get older, let me know,
The rest of the limbs are up and down,
At the same time, the brain is no longer working.
So even though he has done thousands of wrongdoings,
but has no shame today,
Say the body is not the same as before,
So don't worry- if there is no partner, go alone,
Only in the corner of the mind still flows
The south wind is the same as before,
No one understands that the mind is colorful
So spend the night alone without friends.

Human Life

Kakan Chandra Dey

The falling light of the last afternoon spread
As is the end of a beautiful day,
But it is not easy to understand what happened or did not happen,
Only the last good is like the proverbial sentence of the one who is all good,
From the volume of our human mind
Impressions are gained in a fluid, global, diffused way.

Like the proverb above, so are we
When death passes from childhood to adolescence,
Then the account of the debts of the whole life
I can't go to meet, I can't meet,
I just wander through the lines of vague memories,
Ever find there a lot of pain-
Unbearable memories of suffering and sorrow,
Gets more moments of extreme caress in the mix of love,
This is how time passes before time understands anything,
Infinite is scattered in the depths of an eternity,
With the time spent with the colorful lanterns of this world
This is the last of our shortest lives.

Mind

Kakan Chandra Dey
The mind is an infinite object,
He has no boundaries,
As much as he wants, he doesn't mean any constraint.

Like a black hole-
The mind also has an abyss of invisible depth,
Swallow to do whatever he wants to see.
He can't wipe everything out,
The rest is something like-
In the deepest corner of the mind, Roy falls again.

The mind is a two-way object,
He is not tired of anything.
But in the matter of getting it or not getting it,
Mimics the voice is an autopsy.

He is silent at work,
He is good at making loud noises.
The difference between matching with real autopsy,
His thinking position is very bitter.

Make the mind like a violin tune-
There is a stream of sad melodies playing,
As far as I want to forget the past go ahead-
In the current context,
The mind is so caught up in the chains of invisibility that it pulls back,
And the memory of the past goes to me through ্g
rabbing memories.

Vision

Kakan Chandra Dey
The vision of the two eyes is,
Only he who has no light understands,
What is the need for this momentary life?

Blind man,
His life is like darkness,
In his lifetime he sees what death looks like.
In the path of the other than in the naked eye,
He does not know the form of love,
In the dark he just wanders-
Not getting the desired love.

Who has no vision,
He is immobile,
Say friend and close ball are all white sticks.
Even if no one understands him,
The rod is deep in his heart,
This is how the long clockwise clock goes.

Like us in this society-
People with healthy bodies,
They do not see anything.
He gives iniquity to the unjust,
Mete has various tricks all the time.
The blind are bigger than the blind,
Their heart did not have the eye of knowledge to understand and see,
Just looking at the real blind is ridiculous,
Self-deprecating
Spreading branches,
Everyone else is busy doing crazy.

You And Your Heart

Kakan Chandra Dey
I am a lonely, speechless boatman.
And the rhythm of the waves of the thousand words-
You are a colorful boat carrying sails.
My time is spent fading away in a partisan dress-
But you're always in the mood,
This loser becomes loveless in love
The busy man is not in your scene.

You have hundreds of fantasies in me.
Sometimes I become lean.
Yet you run to get more love-
Behind the mirage of hope,
Sometimes the heart hurts so-
Like your hard stone wall-
My heart is pounding.

Even after so much suffering, pain and humiliation.
My mind just runs away-
Repeatedly in the heart of your ruthless ruler.
He keeps even the weakest hope alive,
No matter how much you hate
You will be mine one day.

Death And Thought Of Death

Kakan Chandra Dey
Death and thought of death,
Why does that drive me all the time?
But why doesn't he understand,
Nothing to give him,
Because my mind is burdened with sadness.

You or I who are in this world,
Pushing away the thought of death,
I laugh and joke all the time.
This is us shouting again-
Brushing our surroundings,
As if the thought of death is my only job-
And that's why I'm spending my busy time with it.

Sometimes in this tiny heart,
Just a small question gives a peek,
Not really death-
The struggle to survive in this short range of life is great.
With that in mind, when I couldn't get to the edge of anything,
Immediately one of the formless thinkers, the superman,
Hitting my drowsy moment hard, he said,
O wretched atheist, think of death.

Thursday, June 4, 2020

Want To Be Exceptional

Kakan Chandra Dey
I am a small man in a crowd of many people,
I wanted to be an exception in everything.
But in this forgotten world-
Forget this little heart,
The sins to satisfy lust-anger-lust is average,
This is my strength beyond me.

It was like a mad horse.
He can't even pull the reins.
Hundreds of bans fail,
To try in vain to suppress this.
He takes care of the sins like a cherished child.
That's how the sin became Oscars.
Like the blade of a sharp knife.

So now in my heart I feel restless all the time,
He runs like a naughty boy full of mischief.
And the thunder signal in the eyes of the vulture-
Look around and walk around,
There is nothing to do after all this-
So whatever you do in vain is just breathless.

Finally seeing everything-
I give everything to the sins full of ink,
And that's when I became the winner,
Touch what has become of gold,
Either failed.

Sudden Embarrassing Question

Kakan Chandra Dey

After a long time I saw you in me,
Exchanging greetings, without the hassle of courtesy.
The only question you have to me is-
"What are you doing?"
There were thousands of other questions - good or bad,
I don't know what to do, if you don't borrow it,
Just busy matching the rhythm of your own mind.

Maybe you're too big,
He is knowledgeable, wealthy or otherwise - by his own efforts or later,
In fact, this is not a major issue,
If you don't give away your achievements to someone,
But think about why others are unequal,
Or is the interior raw?
And are you also staggering like that?

Me, you or everyone-
I do thousands of jobs all my life,
Yours is the greatest of all time,
The other is a thousand times better, but it is smaller.
Thus, as one grows older,
Maya and Mohmayata are smooth, childish, loving-
Kendra takes everything good from this fleeting life.
This idiot is like a fool,
In this mortal world, let's try our best.
Holding on to everything.

The Subconscious Mind

Kakan Chandra Dey
One day when I was dreaming,
I dream that you are lying next to me in bed,
Giving my hand to open hair.
And I forgot all about the surroundings in the extreme excellence of affection-
I'm hugging you,
But he endured the immediate filth and said nothing,
Just keep quiet and taste all the moments.


In the midst of all this, he sang in a humming voice in the guise of a bumblebee.
An innocent insect came forward,
You can't stand it-
So the touch of that soft hand touched my cheek,
At the same time, my momentary dream was shattered.

What the heck! When the darling cat is lying in my arms ambush,
And Miu Miu is calling in a very soft voice.
I wonder what will happen if you do not understand the emptiness of my heart?
The pet understood - and responded.


What is love?
What is its form?
How to live, we are sitting in the valley of cruelty.
Animals no longer have that responsibility-
So they open their souls and distribute love all the time.
But the human heart today is covered in the shadow of violence.
That's why we are reluctant to help anyone.
So in free love,
That is why we are victims of such tragic situations around the world by each other.

About Myself

Kakan Chandra Dey

I am spending the moments with mountainous pain in my chest-
Like a mass of stones,
I don't think of suffering anymore,
That's why I am taking care of her growing child.

Happy I am,
Hundreds of sorrows in the chest to light the lamp of happiness,
Although this heart of mine is like a stone carrying the burden of sorrow,
Yet there is always a smile on his face,
It's like a lamp flickering under the weight of oil.

I am a heartless woman,
So I do not understand what my heart is inside?
The heart dances to the beat of sorrows today.
Outside, my stupid body dances to the beat,
As if he understands everything, he is ignorant Yashoda Nandan.


I am a talkative immature woman full of love,
I love him so much I hate him-
And the one who is busy flattering me-
There is no feeling of love in his body,
I'm always trying to get him.
Meanwhile, my body is in the mud created by him.


After all, today I am unscrupulous,
How many evil deeds have I done?
I don't think there is any place in vain shame to face the truth,
I think I'm just stupid,
Even after doing a thousand evil deeds, like a brave man, let's pull the strings tightly,
Lest people should say to me,
Let's think I'm a brave woman.